I could sing to you

I still look for the right note,
I still crave for the right words,
as forever gazes upon me.
Covered everything with cheese,
and failed to be savvy,
who the **** was I trying to appease.

But,
In all the madness,
the thing I could feel was you,
and in all the sadness,
I'm happy I could sing to you.

Tried to find me in everything you do,
tried to light a fire in the rain,
and at the end of it all,
I still think I have something to gain.
You live in my dreams, and reality,
but so distinct,
I wish god could bring you together,
but he speaks to me no more.

But,
In all the madness,
the thing I could feel was you,
and in all the sadness,
I'm happy I could sing to you.